If I look at a little 'back seems to be gone only a day ... yet it was 2005 ... but I was only 18 years ... but I had a suitcase full of life. ... to take away ... to start a new life ... a ship a storm ... a father ... sad ... a mother at home alone for half a room to fill ... ... new friends ...
new experiences, lessons ... ... ... exams notes disco ... a love ... laughter ... .. wrong ... a big mistake ... a broken dream ... ... and still lost the confidence exams notes ... ... ... lessons new friends ... I did not know would last so long ... sun ... rain ... holiday ... ... still want a love ... the wrong stage on TV ... the pen in his hands ... the notebook ... the desire to learn ... the view ... a new love ... the real one. ... the eternal ... the right one ... a summer internship at the sea ... ... ... Stage Stage exams ... ... and again ... class notes. ... new ... some old friends are lost to find myself ... more ... more maybe I never wanted ... or just ... we never found the card to be published ... a dream that slowly becomes a reality ... ... to write a new thesis from the festival journalism ... the meeting with great journalists ... I want to never give up this way ... the average woman and power ... ... the Roman summer house with my sister ... amazing new friendships ... my little Roman family and a growing ... sardinia always waiting for me with open arms ... wishes for the future ... the past ... the end of university exams ...
The mistakes I've made many, but I would not get where I am now ... I missed a lot of times ... I fell a million times ... but every time I found the spring that I did not go on ... I have never given up hope ... and my love grows more each day I write ... ... ... work ... read and write ... write ... write ... about everything ... ... all of me ... ... anyone travel with the mind ... the rest with your feet on the ground ... because this country falls deeper and deeper ... and I'm afraid. ... afraid to give voice in this book ... fear ... fear of binding 180 pages to discuss before a commission ... fear ... fear of the laurel crown of the post ... then ... tomorrow ... ... fear ... fear of August and if I could pause for a bit 'here? At 23 years ... with a degree ... a love ... a family ... a perfect stage in one of my favorite magazines ... without a euro in your pocket ...? Can I? I do not want to look beyond ... I will not be disappointed ... I will not settle for having to make ends meet ... I do not want to waste years of hard work ... I want to leave the world ... tell the world ... people do it through my eyes ... I want to be a journalist ... yet I had a thousand experiences, some positive other negative, and I never gave up ... but now I'm scared ... fear ... disarmingly charming ... and a fear that makes me ... ... like the blinking cursor on my blank sheet of paper ... I have to put an end to this chapter of my life? ? Or it may just be enough ... to be continued ...??
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